Hey its Samantha here. I have been growing and now I'm 18! 2 days ago my mom mentioned that the rent is going up because of me working so hard. I have already saved up 1,258$ for renting an apartment. I am not really into the drawing in the diary thing anymore, but I guess that I can right now, since so many people think writing in a diary is so juvinial. But anyways, I have found this really nice and cheap apartment homes building called KareHalt Apartment Homes. (BTW if your worried about that that might be real, I just looked it up and got no results related to anything like that.) Anyways, I really need to chat with my boss, because he said that now that I have been working nearly 24/7 he wants to talk about giving me a raise, but taking back a few hours. I can deal with that. So my mom is planning to call her cousin Kaden to help me haul my stuff to the apartment. Speaking of cousin,  my sister Laura has been hanging out-

with this weird guy named Gartem Karoi and shes been really sucking up to mom for some money. I keep thinking, why don't you just work like me? Shes so weird like that. Anyways, I gotta go pack. See you later.

Kaden helped me pack my things into my cases and containers. On the way there and back we talked. I soon enough found out he was a really nice guy and that he was 18 too! I felt my heart pump, not only because we were working so very hard and that it was hot outside, but also that I think I liked him a lot..

A LOT.

2 days after I moved in, I got news that I was accepted in an audition!! OMG! This is so important! I MUST go shopping for some new clothes to wear! I was going to be singing a song I love: Flesh Without Blood. Its not about zombies and things, its actually about- well.. you'll find out later.

Now I must get ready for that thing at 5:30PM! OMG!!!!!!

I wonder if Kaden will be there...stop Samantha. Your going crazy, you must go eat now. But see-eeeeeeeeeelf, its only 2:5-Okay fine. I AM a little hungry..

OMG ITS TIME!

You claw you fight you lose.

Got a doll that looks just like you

Remember when we used to say

"I love you" almost every day

I saw a light in you

Going out as I closed our window

You never liked me anywayI don't see the light I saw in you before

And now I don't, and now I don't

And now I don't care anymore

Baby, believe me

If you had every chance

You'd destroy everything you love

(Uncontrollable)

If you don't need me

Just let me go