Chap. I: IMAGINATION

"Every child is an artist. The problem is how to remain an artist once we grow up.” - Pablo Picasso

    I found out that kids spend as much as 2/3 of their time 

in non-reality - in imaginative game. I remember how creative I was back then. In childhood, we have so many imaginations and fantasies which are fading away in adulthood. Of course, that’s not true for all adults. We acknowledge that there are highly creative adults out there. I wondered why it is like that.

    It's because children haven't any obligations. Adults have to start thinking about the future, relationships and mostly about the money. That's the reason why we start to be realistic. 

“All grown-ups were once children... but only few of them remember it.”

Antoine de Saint-Exupéry 

Chap. 2: FAIRY

    Fairies are so beautiful beings that I can't even describe it. 

I always had a THING for them. In my opinion, every fantasy lover has his own favourite supernatural being. 

   They have many appearances in different movies because that's how fantasy works. I talk about fairytales like Shrek, Víla Amálka or Peter Pan which I LOVED like a child. 

    I think that how older I am, I am changing my point of view to the fairy. I would say that It's because of the adolescence and the feminine energy which is increasing in me every second.

Nowadays I visualize the fairy like an independent positive-minded woman with a super-long thick hair, innocent face and feminine curves. That's for me something like a description of a perfect woman body.

Chap. 3: BUTTERFLY

    Fairies are quite similar to one animal. I am talking about BUTTERFLIES. That's maybe a reason why I'm so fascinated by them. How it's born from a caterpillar. I love how peaceful I feel when I watch them while they are flying above me on summer days. And the amount of butterfly's species is innumerable!

    A butterfly is one of the most symbolizing animals. We all know the phrase "have butterflies in my stomach" or a butterfly effect, which means that one small incident can have a huge impact on the future. The butterfly is also the symbol of a powerful transformation. That reminds me of the moment when my hard path to a self-confidence started working.

Chap. 4: FEMININITY    

   The fairy is some sort of my expression of the femininity and how I see an independent and successful woman.

    Over the years, the feminine has been disrespected, dishonored and dominated by the wounded masculine and the patriarchy. 

   Regardless of our gender, we are all made of masculine and feminine energies. Both masculine and feminine energies have an unhealthy, wounded aspect and a healthy, divine aspect. The wounded part comes from ego, a place of fear and darkness and always leads to pain. When we become aware of what is unhealthy/wounded, we can heal and transform this into healthy and divine energy. 

Chap. 5: "FEMBOYS"

    Nowadays men are starting to expressing their femininity and I adore it. I love that thanks to a freedom of speech can people liberate themself and express their sexualities and the most important, they can express themself! 

    If I should be really honest, It is attractive to me. It's not just because of their cool fashion style, but because of their minds. These guys have to be fearless and self-confident to embrace themself like that. 

    Unfortunately, lots of people, especially the older generations, don't respect an effeminacy. These people have usually a stereotype thinking, so they critic an LGBT+ community in general.

The fact that one is a femboy says nothing about one's sexuality.

Femboys may be straight, gay, bisexual, pansexual, asexual, or of any other sexuality.