and wanna be yours arctic monkeys 

Hi, I'm haven I live with my family in Brooklyn I work for my dad to make money for my mom and for my grandma but my dad doesn't pay me so much so I work hard I dont really live in a nice place but it's still home. I get to my dads work and i was going to get payed but he delayed me he said I couldn't get payed and as much as it hurts I had to be ok with it and go home. I got home and my mom and grandma seemed really really happy, I asked them why that were excited and they said that got my into high school my eyes gleamed with joy. but then I said but what about ya'll Grandma said its time for you sweetie to find your path, we'll be fine 

dear dairy 

I started packing ready to go for school in two days tomorrow i'll be going on the taxi it will take me a day to get to the Hills and then thanks to my mom she got me a apartment. I was packing everything I love and I was so ready to meet friends and feel apart of something. I was also so excited to see the grass and the sky so clearly. to see the stars would be a dream. I went to bed full of excitement for my new journey! I almost stayed up all night thinking about how school will be like. in the morning I hugged my grandma and mother goodbye till next year I got in the taxi. the drive was a long drive it was 14 hours. when I got to the apartment it was so nice, I was so excited knowing tomorrow its school, I fell asleep as fast as I could.

jan 14th: when I woke up I ran so fast to get my clothes on and got breakfast. After breakfast I got to the taxi greeting the taxi guy with a warm welcoming he seemed to really enjoy my warm welcoming he drove me to school we talked the entire way. When I got to school I had the warmest welcoming I got into class and sat down at my desk and then a trio of girls came to me saying if i'm the new kid I gently responded yes then they said there gonna have fun with me I got a little nervous why they said that but I didn't think I needed to worry about it. when the bell ringed I went to the lunch table they had such delicious foods. while I sat down I saw a boy at a table he looked sad suddenly the girl I met she said why are you looking at him! 

he's mine and if you have any idea's I will shove your head in the toilet! I immediately froze hesitating saying I was just wondering why he's sad the boy stood up coming to me and the girl he said that he doesn't belong to anyone yet and made the bully walk away he asked if I was ok and I shyly said yes and he asked what my name was I said my name was haven he didn't give me a smile or anything he said his name was Robin then he walked off. I ate my food acting like nothing happened. when school was over the girl came back she came to me and said "he's all mine we may not be together yet but we will be soon" I asked why she liked him and she said "he was the richest kid in school" I was in shock and angry I screamed at her

"YOUR TERRIBLE WHY WOULD YOU LIKE SOMEONE JUST FOR THERE MONEY!?" The girl pinned me to the wall punched me in the stomach and she said don't mess with julie I was assuming that was her name. I was walking to the apartment saddened that I have already made a enemy then it started raining it cheered me up a little I looked over at the bridge and I saw robin sitting in the rain I walked over there and sat by him he looked at me like he didn't care I asked "whats wrong?"  he said "what dose it matter your just sitting by me because you want money" I sat there looking at him with sad eyes I said "I don't need money are you ok?" he looked at me curious then he said so you really don't need money?

I gently said yes Robin gently smiled at me saying "he's happy i'm the first" I was surpised I said "so you don't have friends" Robin said he dose but they always want money. my face was saddened when he said that. "Robin I can be your friend if you want" robin's eyes widened with joy saying really?! you want to be friends with me! i felt so happy he looked happy and I said yes in a soft voice. the rain stopped pouring and I said I had to go he said he had to go to but when we separated ways I felt a energy i've never felt before I felt really warm inside I din't know what this feeling was but I liked it. when I got to my apartment I sat in my bed thinking about robin and excited seeing him tomorrow.

feb 24th: in the morning I went to school and saw robin when he saw me he ran to me instantly saying hi I said hi back and we sat down together talking about the new movie that came out called astro universe we were laughing and having a great time then julie came over asking what we were doing I said we were just having a friendly chat julie looked really frustrated she was about to slap me when robin went right in front of her saying don't touch me I started blushing he said to leave me alone julie said but baby come out with me robin was disguised and pushed julie away Robin asked if I was ok and I gently smiled saying yes then he grabbed my hand taking me to the lunch room I felt really warm and I was blushing a lot 

I told him he was holding my hand robin looked at me like he didn't notice and he let go of my hand saying sorry. went to the lunch room and I looked at robin he acted like nothing happened I thought maybe he holds everyones hands. we sat down at the table with our food and a lady came up to robin saying if she can sit next to us to I said yes then robin said I know your tricks Chloe I was confused she said robin you can't run forever I stood up saying for her leave Chloe left and robin said thanks I gave him a big smile and he gave me a soft smile back we ate lunch then school was over I stepped out going home then robin came to me asking if he could take me to my apartment I said yes with a big smile.

He was walking me home and we didn't really talk it was just a really peaceful walk and I enjoyed it. When we got to the apartment he asked if I needed anything I said no and he walked off saying see you tomorrow I also waved.

the next morning I couldn't stop thinking about robin and how nice he is. As I was walking to school I saw a bakery I went in and the had so many amazing things to eat then the girl that was at the booth said "hey I know you your the new student i've seen you around" I smiled saying my name is haven she said her name was Lisa she asked if I could be friends with her and I so agreed we walked to school together she asked if after school I wanted to go get ice cream I screamed yes!

we got to school and I was so excited I made a new friend she was so sweet. she said she's gonna go grab her friend so I can meet her. Then I saw robin looking at his phone laying on the bench I ran over there and bended over is head while he was laying he looked a little shocked and flustered I was just being friendly I wasn't trying to be weird I said HI robin I got up and he got up saying "hey" then Lisa ran over saying "hi and its time to go to class" I agreed and said bye to robin he looked a little sad. when me and Lisa got to the class room we moved our desks close to each other then I asked wheres that friend of yours Lisa said she didn't want to come I said ok with a smile me and Lisa became best friends so quickly!

Me and Lisa had a Great day and we went to go get ice cream her favorite flavor was mint chocolate chip mines peanut butter cup we had so much fun together but Lisa had to go sadly so we waved goodbye and se you tomorrow then robin out of no where came up to me asking if I like my new friend I said yea she's super sweet then Robin said yea Lisa's like a sugar cube as he smiles softly I said do you like her Robin looked at me surprised saying "no not at all I was just saying she's sweet" I felt embarrassed Robin said I don't want a lover I just want to be single I was surprised he said that I asked why? he said because all girls want is money. I got what he was saying then I said find someone that actually loves you. and you love them

back. he looked at me with gleaming eyes and with a really soft smile saying yea I guess your right but I was wondering what that but was I said but what? robin said "what if she doesn't like me back" I said I think she'll love you Robin your a great guy! Robin smiled and started laughing I was shocked its the first time i've heard Robin laugh Robin saw my reaction saying "I feel really comfortable around you haven thats why I feel good laughing around you" I was starting to get flustered saying thats great! Robin gave me a smirk. it felt so weird because he usually doesn't acted this way. I was shocked he said don't worry about how i'm acting then he got up and walked away I was confused about what he meant...

march 30th: I saw Lisa again and we hugged and sat down then she said do you see that guy over there with the orange hair I said yea Lisa started blushing saying isn't he so hot I laughed saying yea I didn't know Robin was in the corner a little jealous. Me and Lisa started laughing Robin however didn't like me calling other boys hot. Me and Lisa said goodbye because she had to early I sat down for Lunch then Robin showed up asking if I really thought that boy was hot he had a jealous face I said I was just laughing that Lisa thought he was hot Robin looked a little relieved and said if I wanted to go home with him and I said I was fine He said he'll be nearby just in case. I said ok and I left.    

It started getting really dark in the town trying to get home was hard. Then someone grabbed me and pulled me into the lane it was a bunch of kidnappers and thugs I screamed for help the thugs threatened me if I don't stop they'll hurt me they pushed me and they tried to slice my hand open with a knife but... "Robin?!" Robin appeared right in front of me his hand was cut instead of mine it was bleeding a lot my heart was aching seeing his hand bleed. Robin said if you even lay a finger on her it will be more then just pain! I was shocked how protective he was The thugs were a little afraid because how intimidating he was. The thugs ran off and Robin looked at me worried saying if I was ok...