This might be a short story but through this journey I've learnt that you can only move on and live peacefully if you confront the past, face the guilt and try to redeem your mistakes.
This book is dedicated to all those who have ever tried to confront their past and redeem their guilt. ~Varshini

The lights of the gym were bright, shining down like spotlights designed just for me. My heart beat fast, and my stomach felt tight. As I hit the final pose, my arms trembled slightly while I held still. For a second, everything was silent – then the coach clapped loudly.
“Good run!” she called.
I was relieved. The other girls cheered and laughed in circles. From across the room, Lucy winked at me, sending a bright cheer of approval.
“See? Now you're totally one of us,” she said when I joined them.
One of us
Those words echoed in my head and warmed me more than I expected.
Not long ago, I spent most days with Mahi – the only foreign exchange student in the school and my old friend. Laughing, sharing secrets, and most importantly listening to songs through the same Air Pods which even made the quiet moments more special. But spending so much time with her distanced me from my other friends. I used to feel unnoticed in my other classes.
Joining Lucy’s group changed everything. Suddenly popularity felt more important than staying in the comfort of my old world. Every small step I took toward them felt like leaving something behind but it also felt exciting. I felt I wasn't invisible anymore.
As we packed up, Lucy put her arm over my shoulder.
“Sleepover at your place tonight?” she said.
Excitement rushed through me.
“Yeah,” I said quickly, “That works, my parents are actually five hours away helping my brother move into his first apartment, so the house is totally empty. We have the whole living room to ourselves and can stay up as late as we want.”
That night my house buzzed with laughter, music, and the smell of microwave popcorn. The girls moving around in the living room filming silly dance clips and arguing about playlists, every moment felt like I mattered.
Then the door bell rang
“I’ll get it," I said, jogging to the door.
The door swung open. My stomach dropped. There she was – Mahi standing on my porch with her backpack, looking nervous. I froze, my mouth suddenly dry. “What do I do now?” I whispered to myself.
“Hey”, she said softly “You said I could come by if I needed help with homework…remember?”
I had completely forgotten.
Before I could respond, Lucy approached behind me. “Who’s this?” she asked.
“Stop,” I whispered, but the word was barely heard.“My...old friend”, I said, hating how small my voice sounded.
Lucy’s expression changed. “We’re kind of busy,” she said
coolly.
Mahi tightened the grip on her backpack. “I won’t stay long,” she said.
“I won’t stayy—” Lucy laughed, mimicking her tone. The girls behind her joined in, mocked Mahi and were laughing.
I was feeling suffocated and helpless, seeing my old friend being mocked at. She has been there for me, but now she is being bullied in front of my own eyes, in my own living room and me – I did nothing – absolutely nothing.
I pulled out my phone pretending to check messages. My thumb hovered… and pressed record. I couldn’t stop it – a part of me needed proof, needed to hold on to the truth, even if my heart raced with fear.
Lucy gave Mahi’s backpack a hard push, and I watched all her papers fly across the porch like a mess. Mahi didn't even say anything. She just got down on her knees to pick them up, her hands shaking the whole time.
She kept her head down and wouldn't look at me and that felt way worse than hearing everyone else laugh. When she was
done, she just grabbed her stuff and walked away without saying a single word.
The door closed, and the room felt louder than ever. My old, loyal and true friend was gone, and I had done absolutely nothing. I hated myself.
Later that night, I watched the video alone. Lucy’s voice echoed in my mind, sharper than I remembered. My silence echoed louder than anything else. I barely slept.
The next day at school, whispers were all along the hallway.
Someone had posted a short clip online. Mahi looked silly, almost dramatic – nothing of being bullied was there. Neither Lucy’s voice nor girls were heard in the video. My stomach twisted. Who could have done this? Did one of the girls record it?
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